When the other dancer is SELF

E.B.White once wrote "...that convinced me beyond any doubt that everything was as it always had been, that the years were a mirage and there had been no years."

I had the exact same feeling during this weekend when Cynthia's coming to Oxford. It was truly amazing that we did not have distance, though we did not contact since November 2005, and actually we had not contacted since high school in 1999.

Christ Church dinning hall.
Magdlen College path.
Merton College smoking Sisters and pebble street.
Keble College lawn.
Corpsi Christ Church white tiny flowers with Earl Grey smell.
Bodleian windows.
Broad Street. High Street. Cornmarket. St. Aldates.

青苔。落叶。风。细微的阳光。

原来牛津可以这样的美。

温暖的人。始终很温暖。

一月竟然就过去了。倏忽之间。

努力 · 向上
弯弯的MSN大头，我MSN的头像
对，我要努力向上！


Peer pressure · confused
和黑沙诉苦，说最近怎么那么多人相亲啊，结婚啊，谈恋爱啊，生孩子啊
我们还很年轻，不是么？
- 唔，很正常的呀，到年纪了呀
- 好吧。。。
- peer pressure, momo
好吧。原来peer pressure在生活的各个地方，无处不在。

Emotion · swings
Had a stupid fight. Never mind...
It seems I am still a little girl in kindergarten... I always over react to small stuffs...
也许离我真正的成长还有很长的路要走。我永远不够好，不够nice，不够为他人着想。
我做人有问题么？

HIV/AIDS Option Paper · Wiki RULES!
Wiki真是个好东西呀！
Receptive anal sex and insertive anal sex have something to position. One is bottom and the other is top. Do you know which one is which? - Wiki it!
Sometimes you can use fingers, even fist (orz), or other artificial device instead of penis  to gain orgasm during anal sex.
This is what I wikied from a randomized controlled trial to prevent HIV and STD transmission among gay men (MSM) in the US.
Also, there are a lot of new vocabulary, such as "pox" (syphilis) and "the clap" (gonorrhea).
十万个为什么，现在再开始好像也不算太晚。

Dissertation · suffering & expecting
任重而道远啊
Easter能不能去希腊就看我一月到三月是不是很用功了。争取要向考GRE那时一样。
不是在图书馆就是在去图书馆的路上。
总之，总之，我要努力向上。Greece 在召唤～～～～～～～～～

John Hood · horny
John Hood 太帅了。。。在Little Clarenton 走着的时候，看到了Vice Chancellor...
让我小小的花痴加horny一下吧。。。

Shannon · coincidence
Shannon has applied MSc in migration study at Oxford. She also applied for GREENNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!
I am so happy today~ though I may not see her in Oxford this October. I plan to see her in Madrid this summer.
Keep fingers crossed for her!
Also, keep fingers crossed for myself.
Everything will be just alright. Let's see.

不能老在原地转圈圈
Hope is just around corner, no matter where the dead end you are in.
要乖，pat pat.

看得我笑翻了！ Claire Yang太牛了！
我现在太懒了，不想写东西，而且确实也没有什么好写的。忙呗，瞎忙忙
趁有空多看看paper，看看书也蛮好的，嗯。还有OMTV，erh...

摒之歌！
By Claire Yang
August 2007

Back in Oxford... 
Key words: jet lag, frustrated, missing home...

Busy, and everything has just been cramped. I do not dare to walk straight forward. I am scared about the situation that I am alone again... My tongue has twisted. I cannot say English as well as I left Oxford one month ago. It's horrible. Also, someone thought I am terrible at English. It's unbearable.

I need more sleep... am deprived of sleep and passion for life.

Copy from a randomly searched space with some edition...

没什么特殊的愿望

拿到offer吧，去美国混吧，当女博士吧

然后么，明年New Year Eve，big apple降落的时候，有一个人可以亲吻。（此条和女博士相违背。。。所以，是可以忽略的）

要开心一点，坚强一点

要相信生活始终是美好的。